The way the guy explained it to me, it sounded like even if they could get that part, to fix it would be like rebuilding a whole new car. I think its better totaled

I now gotta make sure my insurance doesn't jip me, I paid a lot less then what this car is worth(both blue book and autotrader) I'd like to get the amount of its worth not what I paid for it, but I guess I can't be too optimistic in that department.
I need to get that taken care off then sigh... I'll try find another one, probably will look at the coupe versions now. Sigh every time there is a sunny day :'(
I swear when I stepped out and got down on my knees touching it, seemed like I lost a loved one.
thx btw for the replies, I appreciate them all :')